"I thought to myself a lot, ‘If you say no, then what’s going to happen next year? Are they going to let you back?’ That was hard, because I don’t want to close that door, I always want the opportunity (to go back). If I don’t have the opportunity ... I mean I’m an Evertonian for life now." - Landon Donovan Donovan really explains what went through his head and the whole process of how he chose not to come back for a loan. This is one true Evertonian. My love for Landon Donovan increased ten-fold after reading this. Mark my words, he will we back at Everton, and it will be glorious.